Sometimes I feel as though I struggle to always find the right words for what I want to say. I try so hard to share these perfect moments, yet many times the words don’t see to form the way I hope.
I feel as though I stumble over my feelings and all the things I want to say seem to swirl around in my head.
I just hope that one day when my children sit down to this legacy I’m hoping to leave them, that they see into my heart.
That they will be able to read between the lines.
Today…
I’m missing Hawaii.
The coolness of the breeze.
The laughter of my kids as they swing in the hammock.
Theres a connection I can’t explain when I think of Hawaii.
Maybe because I was born there.
Maybe because I’m part Hawaiian.
Just being near the ocean, the sand, the people fills me with childhood memories.
Memories that I was able to share with my kids.
A piece of their heritage, a core part of who they are.
Today…
I’m enjoying this innate part of who we are.
I’m reminded of the joy that lit up my children’s face as they collected hundreds of little rocks on the shore.
I’m missing the splashing water as they ran in and out of the waves.
Today…
I’m remembering the smell of the sand and sunscreen at the end of the day.
That same smell that lingers in their hair long after it’s been washed.
Today…
I miss having no agenda.
No place to be early in the morning.
No beach to overlook while drinking my morning coffee.
Today…
I might vow to spontaneously skip all responsibilities and head to the beach.
Kiss my children once every few minutes.
Tell them I love them till they are giggling non stop.
Treasure every moment we have together.
Love more wholeheartedly.
Do something to bless someone else.
Today.
Do you ever feel this way when you visit home?
Alli says
Such a beautiful post and a great memory to show your kiddos some day! I miss Hawaii for you 🙂
Elisha(: says
I totally get you!! I can never ever get my words to come out right..
janene@EverydayEO says
Beautiful pics and for not feeling like you have the words. . .I got it. You did.
Colleen says
So sweet. I wish we could capture all the moments like that! I think you expressed yourself beautifully! I dream of being able to go visit Hawaii some day! 🙂
Jacqui of Baby Boy Bakery says
Perfect post friend. I would miss those lovely things too! I miss them for you!!
Laura @ Our Reflection says
I’m the same way with struggling to put into words what I’m trying to say. This was beautifuly said and love the photos. I’ve got to visit Hawaii someday.
Jacky {The Sweetest Petunia} says
beautiful words, and even more beautiful photos!
Andrea Worley says
so beautiful, the words and the pictures. 🙂
i feel the same way when i go home. it’s sorta a weird yet comforting feeling.
Monick Sanchez says
Totally get what you mean by not being able to form the words you are feeling! going home/vacation is always so much fun!, but when the time comest to go back to reality you get the vacation blues! We need a beach day soon!!!
Jill says
Love the post…the words are beautiful and the photos breathtaking! Thanks for sharing your heart!
Rebecca says
I miss home too. I didn’t have the beach views you did but am even further from the beach than I ever was before. Some days when the weather is just right it feels like I’m home again…even if only for a moment.
Renee "Nay" Soriano says
You are doing a superb job as a mother and telling your kids their story through this blog.
You know, I’m “home” everyday. Home is where my husband and children are. It’s where I feel most ME. So “home” is where my heart is…whether we are together or apart.
Mackenzie says
I definitely feel that way! I live in Montana, but I’m from Seattle originally. I love living in Montana, but there’s something about city life, seeing my family, and the familiarity of home that makes me ache when I’m gone. You have a beautiful family!
Heather @ Glitter and Gloss says
I feel ya, lady!
Your kids are darling,and you’re creating great memories for them!!
Kassi @ Truly Lovely says
How could you NOT miss Hawaii!!!! 😉 I get it though, I miss my home too… The place where you grew up and spent a large part of your life. Especially if you live somewhere completely different…
Amanda {at} Royal Daughter Designs says
Beautiful post! I can tell y’all had a wonderful trip. I’m blessed to live in the same place that I grew up. 20 minutes from my parent’s house. But still going to my mom’s house feels like going home. 🙂
Kate @ Songs Kate Sang says
OH I do. I so relate. When I go back to Texas, I am full of joy. Then, when I head back to AZ my heart aches. I love AZ, it has been so wonderful to my family, but I think I will always be a Texas girl. Hugs to you. It’s ok to grieve for home.